LETTER TO MY BELOVED MOTHER IN HEAVEN

       With sorrow and agony in my heart, my mother OLADOYINBO BOSEDE JULIANA i write to express the pain and misery which your 4years vacuum in this world as caused. I missed you. I wish you were here. I can tell you a mother is irreplaceable for a child. When you died in 2016,my life was not whole again, I cried as if my heart will break, the loss made it hard for me to breathe. My life almost flail in the wind like a cottonwood seed......................My mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....... I missed your foods. No one else can make food the way made it. You gave food to me with love and your smile. It can't be replicated. It is impossible, no one else has your smile. Since you were taken away, the memories are still strong, and I wish you were here today, I can't see nor touch you, so I know you're not here, but I I still got the past, and in my heart you're still near. I used to wake up at night screaming aloud and calling your name. I need someone because of all my hurt and fear. It I could see you one last time, you know what I will do? Release all my emotions and say, MIK I LOVE YOU.