Dear Mum,
It's been six years since you left us, Mum. I won't lie, I miss you each day of my life. Your demised has thrown my life into sadness, agony and emptiness. Each I looked at a picture of you I get a sharp pain in my chest and start thinking of the memories you left me with.The pains and sorrow your death created in me does not seem to wash away because your death was not expected and it took you away from us at that young age. Honestly i didn't think it would come that soon, I didn't know that it would like this, the wound your death left in my heart is still fresh. I missed you my great mother, I love you. I miss you so much, it hurts. I miss your talks, I miss seeing your face and hearing your voice. These six years without you have been hell. Absolute hell. Most of the time i feel this is all just a bad nightmare that i can't wake up from and that when i do wake, you will be there telling me how rediculous this all sounds. Since you have left this world, i have been struggling with my health, with my life, life have been harder for me, day and night have been harder too. I feel like i have been robbed in life, if that makes sense. Robbed of all the things that you should be here for, of all the things I still need for because to the world, you were one, but to me, you were the world, you were the truest. It hurt my heart to know if i ever get married, you won't be there,if i ever decide to have children, you won't be be here to meet them, that they will never meet you. I am not the same person i used to be before your death. Many years after your death, i was unable to breathe normally again because of the shock, I went to different hospital in Abuja just to find out what really happened to me, spent thousands of naira on medical test. Uptill now my life have not been the same again, you took everything everything away.
Dear Mum, you are my idol, my role model. You brought me into this world and prioritized my needs even during hardships.I thank the universe for giving me an angel in human form. I love you more than anyone in this whole wide world. Mother, you are truly God’s gift to me. I wouldn’t be me without you – thank you for all the things you have done for me. You have always loved me, supported me, and prayed for me. These have protected me from any difficulties in life.
You are the closest thing to my heart, and I love you the most.
Your life has always revolved around me and all the things that make me happy. You have taken care of me and always encouraged me to be my best self. You are the reason I am who I am today. Thank you for all the little – and not so little – things you have done for me, mom.
I just want to know that your son Akinlabi Olatunde John Magnate Oluwapelumi Bright is missing you.
Continue to rest in the bosom of your saviour Jesus Christ till will meet to part no more.
I am your dear son
JOHN MAGNATE BRIGHT
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